***enter shaking knees here****
ok, deep breaths.. I'm ok... really...
You need to know that He really cares for you and He really loves you and He wants you to know that there are people fighting tooth and nail for you to be released from the darkness that surrounds you. To give you hope. People are pouring their prayers out for you moment by moment so that you can be free.
...and when the freedom from the darkness comes... your picture changes meanings.. From a saving prayer to a personal prayer for your own soul.
Moment by moment you will need to cry out and claw through the internal darkness that resides inside your soul and reach toward the Light. The Light that heals. Have courage, and know that Jesus loves you through everything.
I'm in tears writing this to you, Someone. There is hope, fight for it. I pray that you have enough courage to come forward and claim your picture. It's yours.